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Monday, April 28, 2025

New Release: The Ghost Woods by C. J. Cooke

C.J. Cooke has delighted readers and reviewers time and again for deftly weaving history, folklore and suspense into suspenseful tales that center women’s lives. Her international bestseller, THE LIGHTHOUSE WITCHES, released to wide acclaim, garnered both Edgar Award and ITW Thriller Award nominations. In her 2024 horror thriller A HAUNTING IN THE ARCTIC Cooke explored the haunting effects of trauma and grief wrapped in a chilling ghost story and in her second book last year, THE BOOK OF WITCHING, examined the unshakable bond between mother and child, past and present, showcasing just how far a mother will go to protect her children.

The Ghost Woods

by C. J. Cooke
April 29, 2025
Genre: horror, ghost, thriller
A young woman sent to stay in a crumbling gothic manor will find haunting secrets creeping out of the surrounding dark woods in this new, chilling novel from the acclaimed author of The Lighthouse Witches.

In the midst of the woods stands a house called Lichen Hall. This place is shrouded in folklore—old stories of ghosts, of witches, of a child who is not quite a child.

Now the woods are creeping closer, and something has been unleashed.

Pearl Gorham arrives in 1965, one of a string of young women sent to Lichen Hall to give birth. And she soon suspects the proprietors are hiding something. Then she meets the mysterious mother and young boy who live on the grounds—and together they begin to unpack the secrets of this place. As the truth comes to the surface and the darkness moves in, Pearl must rethink everything she knew
—and risk what she holds most dear.
Praise for the novels of C.J. Cooke

“Pure spooky pleasure.”—Stephen King on THE NESTING

“An unnerving tale full of ghosts, selkies and plenty of mystery, which Cooke deploys not only to craft the novel’s frights but also to probe ideas of grief and retribution…haunting.”
—The New York Times on A HAUNTING IN THE ARCTIC

“[A] nail-biting, Gothic suspense novel.”—OK! Magazine on THE NESTING

“Truly scary.”—Book Riot on THE LIGHTHOUSE WITCHES

 

Excerpt. © Reprinted by permission. All rights reserved.
I

Then

Mabel

Dundee, Scotland

May 1959

I have a ghost in my knee. There's a small pocket just behind the kneecap and she's hiding in there, all tucked up in the soft mattress of cartilage. She's very small and terrified, so I'm sitting with that leg slightly straightened so I don't disturb her. I've not said a word about this to anyone. They'd think I'm mad.

"Mabel? Are you listening?"

Ma's eyes are wide, as if she's trying to wake herself up, but her hands tell a different story. She's holding on to the strap of her handbag, knuckles white, as though we're on a fairground ride.

"Did you hear what Dr. McCann just said?"

I nod, but I didn't hear, not really. I'm always doing this-sliding off into a daydream. I look over the file on the desk beside us. I can see my name. Mabel Anne Haggith. Date of birth 12 March 1942, ninety-eight pounds, five foot two. Dr. McCann peers down his spectacles, his fat red fingers laced together like a sea creature. The air in the room pulses with the sense that I've done something wrong.

"When was the date of your last menstrual period, Miss Haggith?" he asks.

"I'm not sure." Embarrassment hits me like a slap. Nobody has ever asked me that before. It's a private thing.

"Do try and recall," he says wearily. Ma nudges me as though I'm being rude.

"My . . . my monthlies have always been irregular," I stammer.

"I only need to know about one menses, Miss Haggith." Dr. McCann sighs. "The last one."

"Just before Christmas," I say, remembering how the ground seemed to tilt that morning in the bakery when I was putting in the first batch of mince pies. A strong twist in my groin, and I knew what was happening. Unlike now.

Dr. McCann scribbles something down before flipping through the calendar on his desk. More scribbling, and muttering. The ghost in my knee gives a cough.

"Five months," Dr. McCann announces suddenly. "Which suggests a due date around the end of September." He licks his finger and thumb and plucks a leaflet from a pile on his desk. "Here," he says, passing it to Ma. "I expect you'll wish to make inquiries as soon as you can."

Ma takes the leaflet with a sob. The ghost is restless, unable to sleep now. I rub my kneecap furiously until Ma pulls my hand away, irritated.

"Who was it?" she snaps, her eyes flashing. "Was it that awful boy, Jack?"

"Jack?" I say, frowning. "I don't understand. What's wrong with me? Am I dying?"

"Dying?" Dr. McCann starts to laugh. "Come on, Mabel. You're seventeen. You're not a child."

". . . would have thought you'd keep your legs crossed," Ma hisses, angry tears wobbling in her eyes. "And that dirty, disgusting boy. I knew it would come to this. I knew it."

It's only when I see the title of the leaflet that it dawns on me, a slow realization like creeping fingers along my neck. St. Luke's mother and baby home. The front of the leaflet bears a picture of a woman sitting in bed, a man and woman beside her. They're all smiling, and she's handing a baby to them. A subheading reads, Adoption is the best option for unwed mothers.

They think I'm expecting a baby. That's what this is.

"I'm not having a baby," I protest loudly, and I almost go to tell them about the ghosts that sometimes sleep in my lungs or hide in my gums, and that maybe there's a ghost in my womb and they've mistaken it for a baby. But instead, I say, "I'm a virgin," which causes Dr. McCann to splutter into a laugh. But it's true-I am a virgin. I've never had sex, not even the type you do with your hands.

Dr. McCann looks at Ma, whose face is tight, lips pursed. A fact I heard once drifts into my mind-the average person tells one or two lies a day, but is lied to up to two hundred times a day. I know I've told the truth. So is Dr. McCann lying?

My stepdad, Richard, is waiting for us in the car when we go outside. "Everything OK?" he asks Ma, and she presses her face into his chest as though we've just fled a war.

He narrows his eyes and looks from her to me. "What did you do?" he says.

I keep my knee straight for the ghost, but she's moved. I can feel her in my tummy now, dancing.

"It's that Jack," Ma whispers, stricken. "He's got Mabel in trouble."

Jack's my friend from two doors down. We've been seeing each other, but we've never gone further than kissing. "It's not Jack!" I say, afraid that she's going to pin blame on him when he's innocent.

"Mother of God," she hisses, crossing herself. "There's a squadron of potential fathers."

Richard stares at me, his face darkening. My heart flutters in my chest. I don't know what I've done wrong.

We pull off for home. Our house is a four-story terrace on Rotten Row. There are nine bedrooms, seven of which are usually occupied by strangers. It's only been a guesthouse since Dad died ten years ago. It's how Ma met Richard. He came to stay six years ago and never left.

We stop outside Mr. McGregor's butcher shop. Richard winds down the window and the smell wafting from the shop door is like an open crypt. I scramble for the door handle, certain I'm about to be sick.

Adoption is the best option for unwed mothers.

"You can go for the mince, Mabel," Ma says, handing me some coins. "A quarter pound and not half an ounce more, do you hear? On you go."

I press the lapel of my coat to my nose and walk into the butcher's. An inch of sawdust carpets the floor, plucked chickens are strung up by their necks, and a row of dead pigs hang upside down along the back wall.

Mr. McGregor's son Rory is working today. He's a little older than me, and he's deaf. When Rory's working, they use a notepad and a pencil for the customers to write down what they want. Sometimes Rory writes back little messages, like "Nice day for a BBQ!" or "You're looking well today, Mrs. Haggith!"

What was I to order again? A dead chicken? When I reach the top of the queue, Rory has been replaced by an older man I've never seen before. He must work for Mr. McGregor because he's wearing a bloodstained striped apron and he's wiping his hands on a towel and staring at me. He has a tattoo on the side of his face. A spider's web.

"What'll it be?" he says. "Got a great deal on pork sausages today. A pound for ten pence."

I'm still too deep in my body to speak to him. I pick up the notepad and pencil.

Chicken, was it?

I take a fresh page on the notepad and write, but the words don't make sense. They say:

There's a man in the car with a knife to my ma's neck. He'll kill her if you don't give me everything in the till.

I hand the note to the man with the spider's web tattoo. He looks up at me with a look of wild confusion, and suddenly I'm relieved because he's every bit as green about the gills as I feel after what happened in Dr. McCann's office. Why did I write that? One of the ghosts must have written it. I can feel one of them lengthening along the bone of my index finger, fidgeting.

The shop is empty. The man glances again at Richard's car parked outside, and whatever he sees must convince him because he makes a quick dash for the till and starts stuffing handfuls of money into a plastic bag. He hands it to me with a grim nod, the bag full of coins and notes swinging in the foul stench of the dead things. I find my arm lifting, my fingers unfolding from my palm, the bag jangling in my hand, my feet turning and cutting a fresh path through the sawdust. And then I'm outside, and I get into the car and hold on to the bag of money. I'm not sure what's going on.

"Pass me the mince," Ma says, snapping her fingers at me. "And the receipt. He better not have overcharged you. Always adding on a few more ounces than I asked for, that McGregor."

I hand her the bag. She opens it and stares down at the cash. There's a moment of complete silence, when all the ghosts inside me are still and Ma's too bewildered to say anything at all. But it doesn't last. She turns sharply and stares at me in alarm.

"Mabel?" she says.

Now

Pearl

Scottish Borders, Scotland

September 1965

1

This place is in the middle of goddamn bloody nowhere. It's getting dark, and I swear my bladder is going to explode if I don't pee in the next two minutes.

"Do you think we could pull over?" I ask Mr. Peterson. He's the Church of England's Moral Welfare Officer.

"Oh no, is it that time?" he says, tearing his eyes from the road to glance at me with horror. "Do we need to find you a hospital?"

"What? No!" I say. "I'm not in labor. I just need to empty my bladder."

The car wobbles slightly as Mr. Peterson decides what to do with this information. He flicks the indicator-a pointless act, given that we're the only car for miles-and slams the brakes on, pulling to the side of the road in a cloud of gravel dust.

I burst out of the car and scramble through the bushes at the roadside, arranging my heavily pregnant body before squatting down with relief. It's only when I'm finished that I realize I'm ankle-deep in a bog, and my attempts to yank my feet free of the sucking mud flicks up enough of it to ruin the expensive dress my mother bought for me to impress the Whitlocks. Fat chance they'll be anything but disgusted now.

"Oh dear. Did you have a fall?" Mr. Peterson asks when I return to the car. I had to reach into the bog to retrieve one of my shoes, so I'm now sleeved and socked in black slime. He produces a handkerchief from his breast pocket, and I use it to scrub off the worst of it, but the smell makes me gag.

"Let's go, shall we?" I say.

"Right." He clears his throat and turns the radio on before heading back to the road. The Beatles' "I Want to Hold Your Hand" comes on, and he moves a hand from the wheel to change the station.

"Oh, can you not?" I say. "I love the Beatles."

He's miffed, but leaves the radio as it is.

"I went to see them, you know," I tell him. "Last April. When they came to Edinburgh."

"Did they?" he says, and I laugh. As if anyone on the planet didn't know this.

"I signed the original petition to get them to come to Scotland."

"You must be quite the fan," he says.

I tell him how Lucy, Sebastian, and I camped out for two nights on Bread Street to get tickets. It was freezing cold, a long row of sleeping bags huddled together on the pavements, but I never laughed so much in my life. And then, the night of the concert, the sight of the four of them on the small stage of the ABC Cinema, all in gray suits. When they played "I Want to Hold Your Hand," you could barely hear them for the hysteria. Everyone around us immediately burst into tears, even Sebastian. It feels like a hundred years ago that we did that.

"I'm more of a Glenn Miller man myself," Mr. Peterson says, and he gives in to the urge to flip the station to the eight o'clock BBC News.

I wonder how often he makes this trip, driving knocked-up girls to mother and baby homes-although the place we're headed to isn't a mother and baby home, per se. It's a residential home. Lichen Hall, a sprawling sixteenth-century manor house owned by the Whitlock family, who lovingly take in girls like me on occasion to spare them the indignity of entering an institution. I'm grateful for this, really I am. But I'm so anxious, I've broken out in hives. Lichen Hall is situated on the Scottish Borders, half an hour from the little fishing village of St. Abbs-or, like I said, in the middle of goddamn nowhere. What am I going to do all day? I should have asked if they have a record player, or, at the very least, a television. I'm used to being busy, up at five to start my shift at the hospital, then straight out to dinner or a nightclub with friends.

"I don't suppose you know if this place has a television?" I ask Mr. Peterson.

"I'm afraid I don't."

"They'll have a phone, won't they? I'll be able to ring my family?"

"You didn't find that out before you agreed to stay?"

Truth be told, I was too ashamed to do anything other than resign myself to whatever fate my parents planned out for me. Pregnant and unmarried at twenty-two. I'm such a disappointment.

"It's not too late to apply for a place at an institutional mother and baby home," he says, hearing the fear in my silence. "They've changed, you know. Not as Dickensian as they used to be."

I don't believe this for a moment. I visited a mother and baby home last month. It was one of the smaller ones, in a terraced house on Corstorphine Road, run by the Salvation Army. The atmosphere inside chilled me. The matron was charming, but the walls were cold and bare, and from the pale, fearful expressions of the girls there I suspected she ruled the place with an iron fist.

"Ma says she knows the owners of Lichen Hall," I tell him. "She says they're my kind of people. Mr. Whitlock's retired. He was a scientist. A pioneering microbiologist, if I'm correct."

"A microbiologist? And they own a mansion?"

"He held professorships at Edinburgh University and Yale. Mrs. Whitlock's father bought Lichen Hall, back in the day. I'm sure they'll have a telephone." I say this more for myself than for Mr. Peterson. "And anyway, how would it look if I canceled so late in the day?"

He arches an eyebrow. "Your mother is a friend of the Whitlocks?"

"Well, friends of friends." I try to read his look. "Why? And don't even think about telling me the place is haunted. My brother's already tried that one."


About the Author:

website
C J Cooke (Carolyn Jess-Cooke) lives in Glasgow with her husband and four children. C J Cooke's works have been published in 23 languages and have won many awards. She holds a PhD in Literature from the Queen's University of Belfast and is currently Senior Lecturer in Creative Writing at the University of Glasgow, where she researches creative writing interventions for mental health. Two of her books are currently optioned for film. Visit www.cjcookeauthor.com

Monday, October 7, 2024

New Release: The Book of Witching by C. J. Cooke

"Chilling and beautifully written, The Book of Witching gripped me from the very first sentence: I read it in one sitting. A haunting recreation of a real Scottish witch trial, this is CJ Cooke's finest novel yet.”–Emilia Hart, author of Weyward

The Book of Witching

by C. J. Cooke
October 8, 2024
Berkley
Genre: Historical Thriller, Paranormal Suspense, Women's Historical Fiction
A witch’s curse cast centuries ago will strike again in this spine-tingling Gothic novel from the author of A Haunting in the Arctic.

Clem gets a call that is every mother’s worst nightmare. Her nineteen-year-old daughter Erin is unconscious in the hospital after a hiking trip on the Orkney Islands that met a horrifying end. Even worse, her boyfriend is dead and her best friend is missing. When Erin wakes, she doesn’t recognize her mother. And she doesn’t answer to her name, but insists she is someone named Nyx.

Clem travels the site of her daughter’s accident, determined to find out what happened to her. But instead of answers, she finds a dark secret in the history of the Orkneys: a woman wrongly put to death for witchcraft four centuries ago and whispers of a hex she set in retaliation. Clem begins to wonder if Erin’s strange behavior is a symptom of a broken mind, or the effects of an ancient curse?


Praise for C.J. Cooke’s novels
“An unnerving tale full of ghosts, selkies and plenty of mystery, which Cooke deploys not only to craft the novel’s frights but also to probe ideas of grief and retribution…haunting.”
—The New York Times

"Rich, chilling and gorgeously gothic. A Haunting in the Arctic is the kind of enchanting, terrifying mystery I just adore."—Chris Whitaker, New York Times bestselling author of We Begin at the End

Utterly spellbinding.... Witchcraft meets thriller.”—PopSugar

“Truly scary.... A new horror novel set on a remote Scottish island.”
—BookRiot

“A taut, scary thriller that winds the suspense so tightly you can barely breathe. I was rooting for the heroine all the way to the terrifying conclusion. This one will definitely keep you up at night.”—Simone St. James, New York Times bestselling author of The Sun Down Motel

“[A] nail-biting, Gothic suspense novel.”—OK! Magazine

About the author

website
C. J. Cooke is an award-winning poet and novelist published in twenty-three languages. She teaches creative writing at the University of Glasgow, where she also researches the impact of motherhood on women's writing and creative writing interventions for mental health. C J Cooke (Carolyn Jess-Cooke) lives in Glasgow with her husband and four children. C J Cooke's works have been published in 23 languages and have won many awards. She holds a PhD in Literature from the Queen's University of Belfast and is currently Senior Lecturer in Creative Writing at the University of Glasgow, where she researches creative writing interventions for mental health. Two of her books are currently optioned for film.
 





Wednesday, October 6, 2021

Book Review: The Lighthouse Witches by C. J. Cooke

by C. J. Cooke
October 5, 2021
Berkley
"Utterly spellbinding....Witchcraft meets thriller."--Pop Sugar

Two sisters go missing on a remote Scottish island. Twenty years later, one is found--but she's still the same age as when she disappeared. The secrets of witches have reached across the centuries in this chilling Gothic thriller from the author of the acclaimed The Nesting.

When single mother Liv is commissioned to paint a mural in a 100-year-old lighthouse on a remote Scottish island, it's an opportunity to start over with her three daughters--Luna, Sapphire, and Clover. When two of her daughters go missing, she's frantic. She learns that the cave beneath the lighthouse was once a prison for women accused of witchcraft. The locals warn her about wildlings, supernatural beings who mimic human children, created by witches for revenge. Liv is told wildlings are dangerous and must be killed.

Twenty-two years later, Luna has been searching for her missing sisters and mother. When she receives a call about her youngest sister, Clover, she's initially ecstatic. Clover is the sister she remembers--except she's still seven years old, the age she was when she vanished. Luna is worried Clover is a wildling. Luna has few memories of her time on the island, but she'll have to return to find the truth of what happened to her family. But she doesn't realize just how much the truth will change her.

Once I have a book in my hand, I don't usually go and re-read the synopsis to refresh my memory. Dunno what prompted me to do that with The Lighthouse Witches, but it's what I did, and it scared the shit outta me. I kept eyeing my Kindle, deliberating whether I'd be reading it or not! You see, the synopsis will tell you that a single mom loses two of her daughters after arriving on a mysterious and forbidding island to paint a mural inside its lighthouse. And that happens before she disappears herself, leaving one daughter behind to go through life as best as she can. But that's not all. When that daughter has grown up and is about to have a kid of her own, one of her sisters returns but she hasn't grown up at all!

Girding my metaphoric loins, I ventured in and was super glad I did. The eerie atmosphere alone made the girding totally worth it. The author describes the island with the lone lighthouse such beautifully that you feel the dampness of the raging sea as you turn the pages! What's more, it's steeped in superstition that has ruled the lives of families that dwell there for years and years. Even though two of the book's multiple timelines are set in 1998 and 2021, the superstition is still very much alive. So much so that the horror of the witchhunt carried out there hundreds of years ago comes right out and grabs the reader!

How superstitions can rip families apart and make them do unspeakable things and how we stop thinking as individuals as soon as we become part of the mob mentality...all of that is so well-described and heartbreaking to read about.

Having said that, here are some things that kept me from fully immersing in this book:

  1. I did not connect with the characters. I mean, they seemed like genuine, living, breathing people, but I didn't feel an urgency when bad things began to happen to them. Dunno why that is, but my guess would be the tense used by them to narrate the events.
  2. The whole Patrick thing felt overly violent and unnecessary to me. We could have been given some other explanation for it IMO, and it still would've worked.
  3. I wanted to know more about what the women branded as witches went through when imprisoned in the Witches Cave.
The creep factor of the story is delicious and makes this book a perfect Halloween read. I was satisfied with the conclusion too and totally absorbed in the events as I read. So, a satisfying read that gets...

3.5 happy, frolicking sheep.







Reviewer: Midu Reads
Most of my go-to series are 3 starrers
*No rating - wasn't my genre/dnf'd so rating it would be unfair
1 sheep - won't be picking up another book in a series again
2 sheep - average read with overused tropes and cliches. Will give the author another try/only continuing because of OCD, so must finish a series
2.5 sheep - liked the book but was put off because it was overly long/ill-treatment of a character the author had me invest in and so on.
3 sheep - enjoyed the book but have reservations because I expected to be wowed and wasn't
4 sheep - was unputdownable
5 sheep - formed an emotional connection, will read the heck outta this series

Excerpt. © Reprinted by permission. All rights reserved.
LIV, 1998
L˜n Haven
The Black Isle, Scotland
I
The lighthouse was called the Longing. Pitched amidst tessellations of rock black as coal, thrashed for over a hundred years by disconsolate squalls, it needled upward, spine-straight, a white bolt locking earth, sky, and ocean together. It was lovely in its decrepitude, feathery paint gnawed off by north winds and rust-blazed window frames signatures of use and purpose. I always thought lighthouses were beautiful symbols, but this one was more than that-it was hauntingly familiar.

Night was drawing in and we hadn't yet met the owner. We'd driven hundreds of miles over mountains, through sleepy villages and winding roads, usually behind herds of cattle. We had taken a ferry, and got lost four times, on account of using an outdated, coffee-stained A-Z road map with several pages missing.

I parked up behind an old Range Rover. "We're here," I told the girls, who had fallen asleep against one another in the back. I wrapped my raincoat around Clover-she was wearing only a swimsuit over a pair of jeans-and lifted her up to walk a little way along the rocky beach daubed with spiky patches of marram and tough white flowers.

The four of us scanned the bay. It was a raw scene: a full moon hiding behind purple cloud, ocean thrashing against black cliffs. Gulls wheeling and shrieking above us. Trees stood like pitchforks, flayed by the wind. They hemmed the island, watching.

II
The lighthouse keeper's bothy was a squat stone dwelling built close to the lighthouse. Smoke plumed from the chimney, pressing the earthy smell of peat into our noses. A woman stepped out to greet us. "Olivia?" she said.

"Hi," I said. "Sorry I'm earlier than expected . . ."

"No trouble at all. Come on in out of the cold."

We found ourselves in a cramped hallway, where someone had pinned a shark's jawbone to the inner wall. Luna reached out to touch one of the teeth and I tugged her back.

Saffy nodded at it. "Is that from a great white?"

"Porbeagle shark," the woman-Isla-said with a tilt of her chin. "We don't get great whites. Porbeagles are just as big, mind, and every bit as dangerous."

"I don't like sharks, Mummy," Clover whispered.

"We have a basking shark that tends to hang around the bay," Isla said. She glanced down at Luna, who threw me a panicked look. "You'll be fine with a basking shark. No teeth, you see. Basil, he's called."

"Is this where we'll be staying?" Saffy asked warily, eyeing the shark jaw.

"It is indeed," Isla said. She turned to the girls. "I'm Isla Kissick, and it's absolutely thrilling to meet all of you. But I'm afraid I only know your mummy's name. Why don't you tell me your names?"

"I'm Luna," Luna said. "I'm nine."

"Luna," Isla said. "What a lovely name."

"It means 'moon,'" Luna said, a little shy.

"Mine's Clover," Clover said, elbowing Luna out of the way. "I'm seven and a half and my name means clover, like the plant."

"Also a lovely name," Isla said. "And I bet you already know that clovers are meant to bring good luck?"

Clover nodded. "Mm-hmm. But my mummy said you make your own luck."

"Very wise," Isla said, glancing at me approvingly. She turned to Saffy, who flushed red.

"And who might this lovely one be?" Isla said.

"Sapphire," Saffy mumbled to the floor. "I'm fifteen."

"Well now, that's lovely," Isla said. "My daughter, Rowan, is fifteen. I'm sure you'll meet soon enough. Now, come and sit down. I've made you all some supper."

I nodded at the girls to leave their bin bags in the hall before following Isla to a kitchen at the back, where the smell of freshly baked bread and tomato soup made my mouth water.

I'd supposed that Isla was Mr. Roberts' partner, but she turned out to be his housekeeper. She was short and lithe with long copper hair neatly pinned up, and her quick, round eyes searched all of us up and down. She had a beautiful Scottish brogue and spoke fast, as though the words were too hot to hold in her mouth for long. She was smartly turned out-a crisp white shirt, gray check trousers, polished ankle boots. The bothy was incongruously old-fashioned. I would learn that L˜n Haven, its inhabitants included, was full of skewed time spheres. The absence of modern retail chains and its breathtakingly rugged landscapes made the place feel like you'd stepped back in time, perhaps to the very beginnings of the earth. The lighthouse itself was built upon an ancient Scottish broch that was built upon a Neolithic fort, which in turn was built upon late Jurassic rock, like an architectural babushka doll.

III
"There you go," Isla said, placing bowls of steaming hot soup before each of us. I apologized again for the mix-up about our arrival. I'd planned to begin the commission a few weeks from now but decided to head north on the spur of the moment. Or the middle of the night, to be exact. We'd driven the whole way from York to Cromarty, only to find that the ferry was canceled for the day on account of high winds. The girls and I had to endure a very cold and uncomfortable night at a rest stop, sleeping in the car.

"It's no trouble," Isla said. "Mr. Roberts is away, of course, but I'm to take care of everything until he returns."

"Are we sleeping in the car again?" Clover said, wiping her mouth on the back of her sleeve.

"In the car?" Isla repeated, looking to me for explanation.

"I'm sure there are plenty of beds for all of us," I said quickly, and this time I was the one to look to Isla for confirmation. I didn't want to mention that we'd had to sleep rough.

"Of course there are," she said. "Shall I give you the grand tour?"

The bothy was small but efficiently organized. A door at the rear of the kitchen led to a scullery with a washing machine and loo. Three bedrooms provided ample sleeping space with freshly made-up beds, and there was a bathroom with a shower cubicle.

We followed Isla to the living room at the front of the house, overlooking the garden.

"Now, you'll have noticed it's a bit chilly on the island. So you're not to worry if you need to turn the heater on." She nodded at the wood-burning stove. "You'll find a shed at the side of the bothy stocked with wood. And I've put plenty of blankets in the cupboards for you to get cozy in the evenings. Which reminds me. Sometimes the electricity goes off. Nothing to worry about. You know how to manage an oil lantern?"

I followed her gaze to an old-fashioned oil lamp in the windowsill, which I'd assumed was for decoration. I caught Isla rolling her eyes as it became clear that no, I didn't know how to manage an oil lantern.

"I'll be sure to leave instructions," she said with a tight smile.

"Does Mr. Roberts live here?" Saffy asked.

"This is one of his properties," Isla said. "But no, he doesn't live here. His main residence is north of here, twenty minutes or so by car."

"Will you tell him I've arrived?" I asked.

"Well, I'd love to," Isla said brusquely, "but he's at sea just now."

"At sea?"

"Aye, for all he has a half dozen houses dotted about the place, he prefers to be out on his boat."

"I have a boat," Clover offered.

Isla lifted an eyebrow. "Do ye, now?"

"It's green with a purple chimney and I play with it in the bath."

"Well, Mr. Roberts' boat is a wee bit bigger than that, I'd wager," Isla said, chuckling. "He tends to sail to Shetland at this time of year."

"He's a pirate, then?" Clover said, astonished.

Isla bent down to Clover's eye level. "No. But I reckon he'd be a good 'un."

"Do you come from Shetland?" Clover asked, running her fingertips along the stubbly wood-chip wallpaper. Wood chip was her favorite texture.

"No," Isla said. "I come from L˜n Haven. Where d'you come from?"

"My mummy's vagina," Clover said.

I watched Isla's face drop. "Girls, go have a look at your bedrooms," I said, ushering Clover quickly away. "Do you know when I'm to discuss the commission with Mr. Roberts?"

"He said to give you this." Isla reached into her trouser pocket and pulled out a piece of folded paper. I opened it up to find an elaborate and highly abstract sketch, a diagram of sorts. Lots of lines and arrows and circles, like a zodiac.

"What is it?" I said, turning the page to the side. There was no indication which way the sketch was meant to be viewed.

"It's the mural," Isla said flatly. "The thing you're painting inside the Longing."

I stared at her, wondering if I'd misheard. "This? This is the mural?"

She cocked her head. "Is something the matter?"

"No, no . . ." I said, though I didn't sound convincing, not even to my own ears. "I suppose I thought there might be more to it than this. Written instructions, perhaps."

"That's all Mr. Roberts has given me. He said I'm to fetch whatever equipment you need to do the job. So perhaps you can write me a list of whatever you require and I'll get onto it in the morning."

Still dumbfounded by the sketch, I said I would, but that I'd need to see inside the Longing first.

"Ah, now that would be an idea," she said, straightening a lampshade. "How about I show you just now?"

Outside, harsh winds buffeted us on the rocks, and I saw movement on the far reaches of the island. Seals, Isla told us. I was astonished at how close they were to the bothy, but she told me they were shy creatures, despite their size. They'd not bother us. I watched them slip off the stones into the black water, their shape in the dark almost human.

The lighthouse stood twenty feet away from the bothy toward the far end of the island. We all pushed against the wind toward the heavy metal door at the base. I could make out an object wrapped around the handle. A tree branch. I made to pull it off, thinking it had been blown on there by the wind and become stuck. Isla stopped me.

"Rowan wood," she said. "It's for protection."

I had no idea what she meant, but I stepped back as she tried to leverage the door open. Finally, it shifted. I lifted Clover onto my hip and held Luna's hand tight as we followed Isla inside.

"Bloody hell," Saffy said, looking around. "This place is rank."

I shushed her, but couldn't help agreeing internally.

I'd never been inside a lighthouse before. I'd expected floor levels, an enclosed staircase. The Longing, however, was a grim, granite cone. A rickety staircase was pinned loosely against the wall, spiraling Hitchcock-style to the lantern room at the very top. The place reeked of damp and rotting fish. I wondered why we were standing in an inch of black liquid, until Isla explained that one of the lower windows was broken, and over time seawater had poured inside and pooled on the floor.

"I gather you'll need something to pump it out before you start," she said.

"Mr. Roberts is turning it into a writing studio, is that right?" I asked, and Isla nodded.

"He's not published," she added. "Just a hobby. I wouldn't be expecting him to produce The Iliad or anything like that. He bought it last year and didn't seem to know what to do with it. Next thing I know, he's asking me about getting a painter in to prettify it, make it into a writing studio." She gave a shrill laugh. "Whoever heard of such a thing? Surely all you need to write is a pen and paper."

"Maybe the views will inspire him," I offered.

"Aye. Inspire him to go off sailing, more like."

We were shrouded in darkness. Clover was clutching on to her toy giraffe, whimpering to go home. Bats flitted overhead. Moonlight trickled in from the small upper windows, revealing the height of the place.

"It's a hundred and forty-nine feet tall," Isla said, swinging her torchlight to the very top. "A hundred and thirty-eight steps to the lantern room. Braw views up there. I can show you when it's light." Her torchlight rested on patches of paint that had crumbled off, revealing raw stone. About halfway up someone had graffitied a section of the wall in garish shades of lime green and black.

"There was a break-in," Isla said darkly. "Outsiders, you see. We get them here a lot more now, since the rental properties on the east side opened up. And the Neolithic museum, that's new. You should take your girls."

Isla reassured us that break-ins like this were rare, that tourists-or "outsiders"-didn't frequent the place often. L˜n Haven's population was predominantly grassroots, with sixty or so archaeologists from "the University" working at the Neolithic sites. Some of the younger population had inherited crofts that they didn't want to live in, so they'd started renting them out. The older population objected strongly both to the younger islanders moving away ("All of them want to live in Edinburgh or London," Isla recalled with a sneer) and, as a result, drawing "outsiders" to the island to rent out the crofts.

Break-in aside, I was intrigued by the Longing. As an artist, two of my favorite things were shadows and curved angles, and this place had both in spades. The shadows seemed alive, like the wings of a giant bird stirred by our presence. It was creepy, yes, but also elegant-I loved how the staircase whirled upward in increasingly narrower circles within the cylinder of the structure, how the lack of right angles gave every small edge extra significance, how the architecture drew my gaze upward.

"Has the lighthouse ever been submerged?" I asked. I could hear wind pummeling the stone walls, the loud suck and slap of the waves close by.

"We get our fair share of storms," Isla said, and I could tell she was choosing her words carefully so as not to put me off. "But the Longing has been standing for a hundred years amidst all that Mother Nature and the sea gods have to throw at her, and I daresay she'll stand a hundred more." A pause. "So long as you keep rowan on the door, you'll be fine."

It was as she said this that I felt a wave of dŽjˆ vu pass over me. Saffy, Luna, and Isla were beginning to head toward the door to leave, but the feeling of familiarity was so strong that I paused, as though someone had spoken and I was trying to understand what they'd said.
--This text refers to the paperback edition.

About the Author
C J Cooke (Carolyn Jess-Cooke) lives in Glasgow with her husband and four children. C J Cooke's works have been published in 23 languages and have won many awards. She holds a PhD in Literature from the Queen's University of Belfast and is currently Senior Lecturer in Creative Writing at the University of Glasgow, where she researches creative writing interventions for mental health. Two of her books are currently optioned for film. Visit www.cjcookeauthor.com

Monday, September 28, 2020

Book Review: The Nesting by C. J. Cooke

The Nesting
by C. J. Cooke
September 29, 2020 
Publisher: Berkley
ASIN: B0838KHDQR 
ISBN: 9780593197660
Architect Tom Faraday is determined to finish the high-concept, environmentally friendly home he’s building in Norway—in the same place where he lost his wife, Aurelia, to suicide. It was their dream house, and he wants to honor her with it.

Lexi Ellis takes a job as his nanny and immediately falls in love with his two young daughters, especially Gaia. But something feels off in the isolated house nestled in the forest along the fjord. Lexi sees mysterious muddy footprints inside the home. Aurelia’s diary appears in Lexi’s room one day. And Gaia keeps telling her about seeing the terrifying Sad Lady. . .

Soon Lexi suspects that Aurelia didn’t kill herself and that they are all in danger from something far more sinister lurking around them.

Lexis Ellis’s live-in boyfriend breaks up with her and she has to move out. She overhears a woman on a train mention a job in Norway, with free food and accommodations, as a nanny to two English children. The two women ask Lexi to watch their stuff while they do something. Lexi snaps photos of the woman’s laptop, planning to pretend to be Sophia Hallerton, and do the interview. She gets the job and goes to Norway. She hopes to write a novel which she always dreamed of setting in Norway. But soon finds herself busy with the children, plus she finds a mystery with muddy elk footprints, and the older child, Gia, telling her about the “Sad Lady.”

A haunted mix of gothic suspense and the atmospheric paranormal, the story will draw you in and leave you feeling uneasy even long after the book is done.

I gave The Nesting 4 sheep.





Reviewed by Pamela K. Kinney

About the Author:
C J Cooke (Carolyn Jess-Cooke) lives in Glasgow with her husband and four children. C J Cooke's works have been published in 23 languages and have won many awards. She holds a Ph.D. in Literature from the Queen's University of Belfast and is currently Senior Lecturer in Creative Writing at the University of Glasgow, where she researches creative writing interventions for mental health. Two of her books are currently optioned for film. Visit www.cjcookeauthor.com